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May. 27th, 2006 @ 03:57 am (no subject)
This will be the 2 weeks that will determine the rest of my life as I know it, or not as the case may be. First up, we have the mind boggling decision of weather to get the fact that you like someone off your chest to physically see them laughing in your face to help you get over this, or just leave it to play on your mind.
 
This is preceeded only by the decision of weather or not to flirt to no end with a girl from work who can only be described as remarkable considering the fact that, when you look at the rest of the place, this tesco store is basically a chav magnet.
Soon after this, however, is the crazy invite to eat italian pizza until midnight, whilst juggling the facts that I need to talk to the girl from my first point, i may want to talk to the girl from my second point, I need to do some studying and I have to get an early night as I have to be up and awake relatively early on sunday for my family who are coming for the day.
 
Add to this some seasoning; the person that we are still missing for our house, and serve with a side order of crap; the 5 exams that are coming up very, very soon. Ich kann nicht glauben, daß du dieses übersetztest.
 
Well, at least I'm not as worse off as some people! Some girls, so I hear, have to spend at least 2 hours a day convincing themselves that they are overweight or chubby; and the only reasoning I can find for some of this is for the basic purposes of people with a ounce of sanity stating the obvious to them "No, you are not!". Christ, I feel like saying, "You know when you are, because then you stop telling everyone because its fucking obvious!"
In other news: All my TV shows have come to an end, bar Top Gear. I was following; Prison Break, Scrubs, House, Lost, Family Guy, American Dad and 24... Look, I'm a computer scientist, it's not like we do THAT much work now is it, mainly by nature. This does mean, however, that I wil be able to concentrate on my studies more, as the new season of SG-1 and SG-A do not start until mid July, thank the heavens.
 
Anyway, plans for post exam mayhem so far: Finish exam, walk out, get plastered. Wake up late next day, go back to Cleeve with phillip too. Have a chilled day, an epic gaming day, a road trip day, an eating day, a partying day, and then come back in time for the termination of quiet time and the return of many people! (Unfortunately, the main person I wanted to stay wont be here then; life just has to have shit whatever the occasion!)
I wish people who are doing exams all the best, and would like to take this small opportunity to run it in a little as I haven't started the main bulk yet... :P :P
Peace to all ye folk of ye moderne Internet-y.
Andy
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May. 17th, 2006 @ 10:17 pm A calm before the storm...
Current Mood: tired

Life here recently has been full of up's and down's really; friendships that I had once thought of as strong have been lost, but twice as many gained in replacement; we've had good times together and we've had better times! And only recently have I realised how much I'll miss working at this Tesco, come summer holidays.

 
After leaving the recent Mathematical Programming assignment, that was handed out near 2 and a half weeks ago, until 2 days before it was due makes me wonder if I will ever change; if I'll ever give myself a break from this endless loop of leaving everything until it actually becomes a stressful challenge.
Perhaps that's just me, wanting everything in life to be challenging; making it as tough on myself as possible. It seems to be so for everything I do. Why do I insist on offering everyone help with anything I can do? Why do the people I fall for have to be so unreachable? ... to the point that some are not even interested in guys altogether!
 

Walking through Tesco the other day, it seemed that I knew almost everyone and, for someone that is only contracted for 3 hours a week!!, that seems to be quite a feat. I'm gonna miss them when I have to leave this summer. With any luck I'll be just transferring to my old Tesco back in Cleeve (but I'm honestly doubtful as to whether that will go through), and then I'd be able to come back. I even got hugs after bein away for only one weekend! I am, however, definitely going to miss some more than others when I leave this summer.

 
I've got to know people here a lot better in recent weeks, and made quite a few new friends, and it's been nothing but fun! Unfortunately, we are one person short on getting the really nice house for next year. This is unfortunate considering I did pay £60 (for myself and 2 others) on deposit >.< !
But now is a quiet time, for the next few weeks, where there isn't much going on at Uni until the bulk of my exams set in, the first being 2 weeks today. It will be a short period with lots of exams, but with the prospect of a brilliant summer ahead.
I finish my last exam on the 7th June, and so the day after I'm goin back to Cleeve with Phillipos, a really good mate from here, and we're gonna spend a few days back in Cleeve. Hopefully I'll get to see Toni too, if she's about this time...
The last few weeks of term will be for getting drunk and partying!!!!!! Cannot wait!
 
Hope everyone is good,
Andy
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May. 9th, 2006 @ 04:00 am (no subject)
My appologies for the little rant I had in my last post. It turns out I had just mis-understood something a while ago.
All good now :). Moral of the story, be patient with people with phones off when drunk!
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May. 8th, 2006 @ 06:41 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: lethargic
Haven't posted in ages. I'm still alive though. It's a busy term this term, with exams and test, but I look forward to the end of term when I can finally take the time to relax as I have a lot of free time with no exams and no lectures.
 
We have a house nearly sorted, at the moment we've upgraded to five people in our house (yself, Erica, Anand, David and Michael) and it looks like we've found a house that we want. It's reasonably close by, cheap and being re-furnished and rennovated ! :)
 
<Edit out drunk rant>
 
I will take a short time to recognise how much I appreciate the people around me in warwick. Philip, my scrubs buddy, has been there since day 1 in the first term. PhDem u are a legend, and I can really rely on you now.
Anand, accross the hall, I know u can prove testing to my patience sometimes, but you can always redeem yourself with other things. the gosford experience wouldnt have been the same without you, and your unique outlook on life that you provide to me so freely.
Erica, although new to my group of friends here, I wish I'd known you from day 1 because, being honest, you are an amazing person in your own right. I feel I've gotten to know oyu pretty well recently, and you are always there to talk to which is really nice, something I've been looking for here in Gosford for a long while :).
Life wouldn't have beent he same without experiencing Dipen's driving (50 in a 20 limit) around campus. That will stay with me for a long time.
Phil next door, my Tesco buddy, how I miss our 4am trips to tesco mate, where have you been? Again, experiences that I will never live to forget or regret.
Martin, I remember you from day 1, I don't think I've found it easier to make friends with anyone so quickly, living next door to you has been cool. Not sharing fridge spaces will never be the same :).
Sorry if you are not mentioned here, I have little time, I actually just felt like posting, and I'm on erica's computer at the moment and she's cooking for me and I feel guilty ecause she s ill so I am gonna go help. May decide to post a big bad update on ife here at Warwick later this week or something!
Peace to all, good will to all, etc...
Andy
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Feb. 19th, 2006 @ 01:04 am Why Macs Suck (From Guoto.com)
Current Mood: depressed
From http://guoto.com/2006/02/12/why-macs-suck/

I thought this Google Video was mildly amusing.
 
I agree :D as a long standing member of the "We Hate The iApple" society.
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Feb. 4th, 2006 @ 05:34 am Life Continues at Warwick

This post is to be formatted and edited for mistakes, Work In Progress lolz.
Well, this term has gotten off to a flying start. Lots of things have been happening and Uni is now seeming to be a primary home and Cheltenham is seeming to turn into a place I visit now and again.

 
I am thanking the good lord that things between myself and Lisa are patched up and that we are good friends again, it makes me so happy now, last term wasn’t that great as a result of big confusion on my part and bad things etc… but the fact is that things appear to be a lot lot better now, so happy days! And that out of the way, so I continue...
The timetable for us has been busier than last term, and we have had many lectures that have started at 10am in the morning! Also, since the 4th week of term, we (Lisa and I are Lab buddies for out COA hardware/software labs ^_^) had to swap our 10am Friday Lab to a 9am Thursday Lab, these also last 3 hours but we can take breaks for as long as we want when we want, or leave early or turn up late, but we have to turn up for some time to each one. 9am OMG, its odd having to get up that early again, but vaguely refreshing now.

The first Thursday that we did that, think it was last week :S, I remember telling Lisa, over our usual lunch that wasn’t in the fast food place @ Rootes Social ;-) rurururuh, that I felt really refreshed and it lifted my mood for the whole day, not to mention that the Labs are really fun anyway. I’m glad that I’m partners with Lisa for so many reasons that I’d like to go and list a few, like we are good friends so it’s really fun working together on something, we both share the opinion that it’s really good that we get to put our knowledge, that we have obtained from reading the notes and not going to lectures, to some practical use, however basic and the fact that Lisa is really fun to work with, especially when she gets really really excited over the little things in the lab like managing to get a sequence of lights to move after spending ages wiring, or a disk to spin round after ages of understanding the C code. It’s really great, and makes the day much better.

This term I’ve also become better friends with Henry. He, like Lisa, is also on the Computer Science course and is a really friendly guy! He likes playing all types of guitar and recording his music through his Uber soundcard. We very often meet up after lectures and go for lunch and talk and stuff, which I am really greatful for, because the last thing I wanna do is make the 20 minute each way walk back to westwood when I only have an hour break, and IF Lisa has been awake and has turned up for the previous lecture then we’d all go together which is amazing, because I really enjoy talking to them :).

Scrubs! OMG. Well there is a new series of scrubs out, and I have learned of Henry’s and Lisa’s love (well, in comparison to what I have it’s nothing) for Scrubs! I dunno what it is about the program, perhaps how it can be funny and so deep at the same time, I’m not sure but I think they see it too. It’s great fun taking my laptop to Rootes to watch the latest episodes with people. I will remember Maggie, Henry’s really nice girlfriend that I met the other day, because she likes scrubs too. One would think that it’s pretty much a universal feeling, but I have found many who don’t like it. Anyway, after getting really really hammered watching Scrubs with Henry and Maggie, we visited the Haven of all late night munchies, Battered. Basically a glorified chippie that is embedded into the side of the Student Union. Good times :).

Things to come. Well, it’s Lisa birthday on Sunday. Have ordered her presents, but the one I wanted wont be available for another week, so I got something from her Amazon wish list for the meantime, and we are also planning something for Sunday to be a surprise before she goes to have her fancy meal that her boyfriend Josh is preparing for her.
Almost got into a bit of trouble with her the other day actually, well nothing too bad. Basically, you people who know me really well, you’ll know that I worry too much about everything, especially my friends! Well, I knew Lisa had a lot on her plate recently, with loads of work, loads of catching up work, and loads of other commitments as well. Basically I just got worried about her, if she was coping with it and became minorly obsessed with trying to get in contact with her to make sure she was ok after she wasn’t replying to any texts. Eventually she did reply, was a bit annoyed I think, but hell it gave me peace of mind. I know I do it, and I can’t stop myself from worrying about people. Ahh well, turns out she’s coping fine so it’s all good :).
We’ve just got our coursework for the term laid out in most subjects. There are written works for Professional Skills, and an essay for the Holidays. We have COA Lab reports to be filed by the end of term, and a combined effort to work on over the holidays (Lisa will have to talk to you about what we do to work on that, I’m open to any suggestions if ur reading this, unlikely tho >.<). What else? Oh yeah, a nice big giant DIS coursework. Dammit, if there’s one module that I’m baffled by it’s maths, and if there’s one I’m uber fucking baffled by its DIS! Lol. I’m screwed, guess I’m gonna have to put in some overtime on this one! I’ve got Maths problem sheets to do before then, one I’m finishing this weekend, its not nice, and 2 more before the end of term.

I was looking forward to the “Half Term”, well we don’t get a holiday here, but it’s the week that contains valentine’s day. I had some friends coming to stay, well one was unsure, and I really wanted her (the wonderful Hannah) to come, but she has had to cancel because her mum is ill and it’s better that she stays at home. Not entirely sure that’s the reason, but really I’m to detached from it all now to be arsed to argue with it at all, and it would only make things worse in my past experience. Anyway, the plans are still in the air for Alan to come visit sometime then. He’s informed me that he’s just got his new £2000 Dell XPS laptop, which will wipe the floor with my inferior Dell Inspiron 9300, even though mine completely owns most machines around ;-). Well, he’ll be bringing that, and I’m not sure how much work I’ll be getting done while he is here lol.

I’ve recently been informed by the DVLA that I’m allowed to continue to drive with my Neurocardiogenic Syncope. So life isn’t all that bad :).

I saw Jade and Matt today / yesterday. It was great seeing them again after so long and we all (Lisa, Josh, Henry, Jade, Matt, Chloe, Rob, Ben, Stef and basically everyone else from Rootes-G 2nd floor) went out to the Graduate Bar for drinks, and after we went to Battered YAY. What I really enjoyed was Jade offering me some really really great advice. It was so nice to have someone to listen to how I felt and then offer me some really great advice to me for a change. Felt mildly refreshing to hear, and she was teaching me some things on the guitar, and oh yeah, I forgot, I am planning to learn to play guitar, mainly because I’ve always wanted to, I love the acoustic guitar sound and now I’m inspired mainly by Lisa and Henry.

Also, I find myself in a bit of a predicament. I really want to tell somebody something about how I feel about certain things, I know I should as a friend, but I know that they feel so adamantly and strong about the topic that they’d most likely shove it in my face no matter how good friends we are, and then that would be that, and I really don’t want to risk it. I’ll no doubt be talking to some people on MSN about it, like I usually do, and thank you so much to the people who help me out with these situations I get myself into, ur great and u all know who you are :).
 
Well, I may add to this soon, probably as a separate post, and will no doubt edit this post to conform to the rest of the blog, and correct some bullshit as I have written this in one go at 5am after getting back from drinking at the graduate bar with everyone.
 
All the best, Andy.
 
From my blog "Utopian Planitia" @ MSN Spaces
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Oct. 26th, 2005 @ 04:05 am Alone (Digressions)
Current Mood: discontent
I found a quote recently, and thought I'd post it, really because I feel it makes a lot of sense when I read it.
Think what you will.

Quote
" I don't think people are meant to be by themselves
That's why, if you actually find someone you care about,
It's important to let go of the little things,
And take that extra step to make it happen,
Even if you can't let go all the way.
Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone;
No matter how many people are around..."



I know I haven't posted in ages and ages, but I've not died, and I will let all know about the wonders of Warwcik University.
Until then, have fun guys, hope things are well whatever you're doing.
(From my blog @ MSN Saces http://spaces.msn.com/members/izian)
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